Friday, March 13, 2009

Depression as an Absolute Illness

I think there are many layers to Depression....

It has been my experience that depression is linked to introspection...

and directly conflicts with the norms of domesticized, conformist society that devalues any importance in retreat, meditation, inner-reflection, and intuitive elements of the human psyche...

according to conspiracy theorists and even holistic science, this is no mistake...or error in the architecture of our society and the human relationship with nature in general...albeit far more sensitive once we assume ourselves to be above nature and worse, seperate from nature...

Depression is a call for inner reflection, dreaming...inertia does not necessarily mean "death" but can be the foundations of Transformation.

i value my depressions....it is a time to enter the Darkness and take advantage of the Negative without the fear of infecting others in forced inter-social endeavors....

The detriment is that the demands of a working individual impede the space and time necessary to allow for the "cocoon" phenomenon to take its natural course.

Depression becomes worse when the "retreat" is impeded...

Even the brightest Light becomes absorbed within Darkness, and nature shows us that there is Much Life in the deepest recesses of the cold deep dark sea....

many Blessings on this human journey....

May Illumination help shed light on the deepest darkest mysteries, and create more shadows and shades to explore our SELF.

-enrique

Thursday, March 5, 2009

First Recorded Entry


I have suffered....

I have evolved....

I find human languages to be limiting in their ability to express and explain.

I want to learn what it is to be human...

I am leaving my cynicism at the gates of the gateless and venturing forth with my body...

but more out of stubbornness than necessity...

Whatever can be suggested by modern psychology, one thing seems clear.

Mind creates matter....and having seen beyond mind....I am more intrigued in transcendence as a living being entity... and not limited to a breathing social construct.

This is an experiment to see how people are developing with technology . . . and how they are coping with the faster pace of humanity´s travails through the stars...

OUT OF BOUNDS...Beyond boundaries and escaping the Binds that keep us from flowering into many endless and seamless realities, and existences.

OUT OF BOUNDS... Beyond the regulations of games, Playing on different boards, Re Creating Rule...and reaching farther than the pens created to keep us from fulfilling ourselves.

My angle is communication....

My angle is testimony....

Not everything needs to be pretty in order to be valuable...

Not everything needs to be dramatic to catch the attentions of the people...

Whatever the case....I am in the process of transforming many false egos through deep critical thought and humble meditation...creativity and sharing.

I maintain that we have been fooling ourselves and complicating our realities...

That we are losing the art of communication and the art of presence....

As I am quite disappointed by this Earth Vacation thus far....these communiques by internet are attempts to project into the future... to leave a mark for others to find....

I have found that some of the greatest impacts have come from sources that cannot be traced, proven, or found.

I can never be remembered if I am just a figment of imagination passing through like the wind...but winds sometimes become hurricanes.

For as far as we are concerned... wind is an expression - as is this experience through life...and expression as it is an impression in the VOID.

And what they say is not true....

You can take it with you....

Dream the Vision and Make it Happen.

Send back a postcard when you get there.